Sunday, July 20, 2008 @11:09 PM
that's my cry.. i guess. living the life is not as easy as i thought it was. im gonna make a stand for wad i believe in and live a life of purity. been missing gary a whole lot.. been freaking out recently alot too. set my alarm at 8am and thought that i could have 8 hours of sleep. but i woke up at 10.30. took a cab down to church. amanda and her bro came and received Jesus. yay! new siblings in Christ. went home at 8pm, changed, met nicholas with jiawen and his sis , played bball. angel came but those @#$%^ played full court match den we cant play. haha. so we went to mac.. bought some stuff at a mini mart, went back to the bball court only with angel.. played more and sent her home.. den went jogging again. i guess. too much sugar intake and hyperactivity. hmmm.. i guess, i think alot when i jog. haha. (i hardly think sometimes) and. i just wanna live my life for Jesus. i miss gary, that's true.. i wanna talk to him too and be with him. but it's not gonna happen. so.. i can stop dreaming and get on with life.. need more time again. i need You, more than words can saymore and more each day.Jesus i love Youi need You, more than life itselfJesus i will worship You forevermore.hmmm.. just to end off. "i love you" is far deeper than just three words. it takes action.
