dream big

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @2:59 AM

Now no chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless, afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. Hebrews 12:11

Saturday, March 27, 2010 @11:14 PM

people never crumble in a day.

where does your heart lie?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @10:26 PM

after tonight, we are FREE..

joyce and ezyan will be reaching soon. i have alot of confidence that we can finish. (: oh well. i hope that we can finish fast and get some sleep.

i need You so badly. i need to get back into Your presence. can't wait for all this to be over.

Thursday, March 11, 2010 @9:02 PM

i had an awesome time with the Lord this morning. sometimes i tend to forget to lock myself up in the secret place and dwell under the shadow of the almighty. indeed, better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere.

getting away from all the stress from P2 is truly refreshing. i guess all of us can't even get a good rest no matter how we need it. it seems that every night, after we put our heads to our pillows, we wake up thinking "oh em gee, today's production day! better plan quick!" this morning was a great example. i woke up at 12mn even though i went to sleep at 11.45pm, thinking that it was already 6am. when i saw that it was only 12mn, i had to double and triple check the time before i was relieved enough to go back and sleep.

even when i was preparing my heart to spend time with my Beloved this morning, i couldn't stop thinking about how to save my P2! it was when the Lord convicted me, that perhaps, my work was becoming my idol. i repented and it was amazing how God moved. the love of God just flooded me and i was so reluctant to prepare for school. no thought of P2 flashed through my mind at all.

thank God that i was refreshed greatly, with great ideas and a fresh treatment to our docudrama. and i know that it's a long post, but this is what happened to our P2:

1. we did not look through the script thoroughly and rushed into production without properly securing a mind-blowing script

2. we did not storyboard, leading to a lot of scenes left hanging and thus causing no continuity in the story.

3. we overlooked the "docu" part of our "docudrama", thus causing our project to look like an amateur short film.

so, we had to re-do our entire script, keeping the footages but changing the entire treatment of the docudrama. it's hard to explain our new treatment here. but i'm excited! i know that it is all for the glory of His name. i've lost hope and confidence in this project countless of times, gained hope for it, and lost it again. but i'm glad it happened, because this new idea is better than ever and i thank God for it. (:

for we are the circumcision, who worship God in the Spirit, rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh. Philippians 3:3

Sunday, March 7, 2010 @9:29 PM

i have a splitting headache and nausea since 8pm and ive not started on my storyboard! argh... come on. sickness go away.

Thursday, March 4, 2010 @10:58 PM

indeed, monday's production was a killer. we met at 9.30am and ended production at 12.30am, only being able to eat at 1am. today is thursday and i'm finally sick due to all those gastric attacks lol.

photos are up. im excited to see the final piece. however, im very disappointed with what we have right now. the shots are so ordinary. argh. i really expected it to turn out much better. maybe im just being too hard on myself, but it could have been so much better if i just sat down and planned the shots properly!

im even more excited for Love Is ___. God is going to do greater things. are we ready for it?

because i can't shut up when i'm passionate about something.