ok.. den we got home.. after my mum and dad raced on the PIE.. quite dumb.. they kept competing who faster cuz they cold war. =.= (my dad driving company van, my mum on her own car.) ok as i've said, i will get over gary. because, freedom is a choice. i wanna be free from this and i dun wanna hurt anymore..
ok.. these are the things that meant the most to me.. why? because they all are related to gary. a mug he gave me, a watch he bought back for me from a cruise, a wire scupture of an electric guitar we bought at china town, a wire keychain of a girl and he has the boy part, a black and red-pill ear stud and a cardigan that he bought for me. i guess. subconsciously, these things do affect me. i treasured these with my life. but to let go of gary. i have to let these go too. 
so.. i've decided to trash them.
extreme.. but necessary. these photos are proof that i trashed them..
anyways, drawingess is over but amanda ma encouraged us to keep a sketchbook diary. so i went to look for a new sketchbook. apparently, i found having diary with a white sketchbook using black ink was boring.. sooooooo......
i got a BLACK BOOK. haha. literally. XD
this is the front page..
to prevent myself from idolising work, i wrote bible verses as the border on the right side of every page. hahaha. well.. train me to draw in pen. plus, white ink on black paper stands out more as compared to black ink on white paper. soooo.. yea. THAT'S ALL. new module tmr. cant wait. (:
FUNNY BASKETBALL!!!!! XD go watch. it's hilarious. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GeSNSHpKCE