Monday, July 14, 2008 @12:50 PM
ok. IM REFRESHED! came back from a weekend full of God. :D though i was DEAD tired. went to take photos of zone meeting non stop. den sunday go All Saints' Church to take their CHINESE service. my goodness. i understood la.. but i got lost at some parts. den took pictures of my own church's Rad Sunday. cool sia. the hip hop group was COOL. (: den went to eat swensens and with caiyun, minghan, xianming and kangling. den went to watch movie without caiyun. watch Hellboy II was quite nice la. one sentance struck me "do you need the whole world to like you? or do you only need me to love you?" wow. i guess it's the same for God. all we need is the love of God. no matter who we are, wad we do. anyways, IM DONE WITH MY PHOTO PROJECT! more than 700 photos over the weekend. (alot are junk shots taken by the boys in my church) it's tough caring for someone with major insecurity. i dunno. God's teaching me to be patient and to love bah. NOW i know how my leaders and frens felt when i was super insecure. yes. sheep problem again.. haii.. she thinks that we dun wan her all that. say that no one told her that she's no longer a part of the cell. but wad sia.. she's STILL PART OF THE CELL. =.= goodness. so i explain and blah blah. den she very rude and say say say back.. qian da kia. den just be patient lor.. sian1/2. hai. i guess one mistake can affect someone so much. just because i kept forgetting to sms her den now i dun sms her liao cuz she always sat got cca. I HAVE TO CHANGE AND KEEP SMSING HER BAH. i guess as a shepherd i have not been trying hard enough. (i know this because ive been very busy with school) anyways. i told her ALL the things that happen last sunday that shows that we still care.. like when she sat on my seat when i was away (the audi was packed out ytd), i shifted my bag away and sat on the floor. THEN SHE STILL DUN UNDERSTAND. wa piang eh. nvm. come on alina.. love is patient, love is kind.. JIAYOU. now she's reflecting (or so it seems) hopefully God will reveal something to her bah. praying hard.
