Friday, July 18, 2008 @11:25 PM
ok. BAD DAY AT WORK. but GOOD DAY AT SCHOOL. last day of photography today.. so so so so happy can. managedto clock in 5 drawings in my skecth book today.. but i didn't really do a good job at the location drawings. the more i push myself to draw, the more i actually enjoy it. im so gonna take animations. i hate photography though i thought that i liked it at first. i prefer to draw. haha,anyways, got scolded by TWO members today.. the first one was my bad. i apologised and she commended me on my drawings.. (i was drawing at work) apparently she likes art.. so yea. got a new job offer by a member today too. :D go sell clothes. man my supervisor and alot of other people are quitting. very sian. loads of newcomers though. CHRISTINA IS THE BIG SHOT IN MSC NOW. MY GOODNESS. MSC WILL CRASH. jk. haha.and now, im expected to answer phonecalls. like a crap can. I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY. the moment i answer never say anything tio scolding liao. HOW NICE. haha. but nvm la. I LEARN HOW TO TAKE IT IN AND CONTROL MY ANGER. anger management 101: let people scold you and still smile back at them. mayyong sms me just now. just got a revealation that.. we dun need or rather God doesn't need more converts. as in. what's the whole point right?? what's the whole reason for coverting to Christianity?? (oh man, so controversial.. BUT WHO CARES) God wants transformed lives. we are only truly changed when God does a work in our lives. what's the point of converting when you are not even serious? that's the reason why i dun force people to come to church and receive Christ. i believe in decisions. i believe in making decisions.ok. today, gary changed his msn nick.. FINALLY. this time.. he just put a "." and no pm.. no more "you are always on my mind" and no more dp of him and his girl.. instead, he put a pic of him and his classmates. well, i wonder what caused the change. he never liked taking photos. he always claimed that he's not photogenic. well... im out of his life. but still, he's still not out of my heart.. yet, im not gonna ruin his life again by stepping in it one more time. haii.. i miss him so badly.. i guess im still letting it go.. i need more time. super long entry.
