Saturday, August 30, 2008 @3:14 AM
i guess.. it has not been your fault all along. but rather, it's mine. if i have the chance for you to sit down and listen to me one last time, i would say, im sorry for all that i've done to hurt you. everything that i've said was from the bottom of my heart though. i will not deny. i wish i could get you out of my mind. but i guess it's not that easy afterall. if you've really found the place that you belong, all i can say is, good for you. you may never read this. but i will always be praying for you. i've never stopped praying for your happiness since the first day i met you.
and.. i know that i should be over this. stone me if you want la. but. it's just not easy. im trying. i still am. Jesus help me. to see the dreams that i once had, to persevere and press on for my calling.
sometimes, i wish i'd never grow up
and continue to live in that place of innocence and contentment.
