Friday, August 8, 2008 @7:05 PM
lols. i found out something very interesting today. all this while, i thought that aranda didn't schedule me because there were too many new staff. but actually, it's more of me being late that made them not want to schedule. hmmmm. i must change this bad habit of being late and loving sleep man. i want to have a better working attitude in everything that i do. Gone were the days when i was passionate about work and jumping up in the morning, knowing that i can do something to make impact be it small or big. how i wish that i had that same drive once more, if not much more than what i used to have
take for today, i was stressed out because of the whole group submission thing. well, before i judge someone, judge myself first. my fault for panicking and paotou-ing bah. i guess it's that self-centred, sinful nature in me that caused this. wanna change, but it seems so hard. jiayou bah..
by the way, new blogskin. haha. i know everyone thinks that my previous skin is too "holy" so i changed it to prevent it from being an eyesore. but i still love God and i still put bible verses around. hope you guys dun mind. change my blog link also cuz the previous one is a anyhow come up with one. HAHA. i prefer this one though it's more girly. i like anime stuff. i think it's cool and artistic. (:
Perhaps it has been me who has been changing all along
Things that i hoped not to change, changed
While the things that i prayed for to change, remained
Things are meant to be far deeper than the surface,
Far more unique than the norm
But what have i become?
Sometimes i wish that i didn't know
Or rather, have i chose to be ignorant.
After all, i want my life to be centered around the Word of God.
Help me. i need You. Yes, i still do.
