Sunday, November 2, 2008 @6:04 PM
hmmm.. was trying to find this "movie" (or so it seems) Shakleton's Antarctic Adventure. i totally forgot that we could get the movie in TP library. gahh.. was desperately trying to rent the cd but dun have. went to search from libraries, also out on loan.. so too bad. had to dl =/
went for first service today. it was really good. ps yang spoke about making a stand and that we should not flow like the river course of life but we SHOULD be an obstruction to pave the way for others to walk like us. it was amazing.
third service was great as well. Ps Rupert spoke about living up to the life that God wants us to live, a life more abundant.
somehow, i wish i could do so much more. if only i had 25 hours a day and unending stamina to work non stop. well, at least for now when im working on the mv. gonna work overnight at starbucks tonight. end work at 6am, den go home bathe, prepare, go school. i must be inhuman.
i wanna do so so so much more. i want to challenge the status quo. sometimes, even i dun believe in myself. there's just so much to do, and i don't feel worthy to do it.
the amazing thing is that i know that i can, because of my leaders that have me pushing me on. and even more than that,
Jesus is holding on to my hand. waiting for me to take a step before he brings me along with Him as He moves ten steps.
i don't ever wanna let go.
one thing i've learnt about being a leader, no matter how charismatic you are, no matter how talented you are, it's about the heart behind everything.
end times are coming, and the world is going chaotic. and im sure that it's not just me. it's divine intervention.
