Thursday, March 11, 2010 @9:02 PM
i had an awesome time with the Lord this morning. sometimes i tend to forget to lock myself up in the secret place and dwell under the shadow of the almighty. indeed, better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere.
getting away from all the stress from P2 is truly refreshing. i guess all of us can't even get a good rest no matter how we need it. it seems that every night, after we put our heads to our pillows, we wake up thinking "oh em gee, today's production day! better plan quick!" this morning was a great example. i woke up at 12mn even though i went to sleep at 11.45pm, thinking that it was already 6am. when i saw that it was only 12mn, i had to double and triple check the time before i was relieved enough to go back and sleep.
even when i was preparing my heart to spend time with my Beloved this morning, i couldn't stop thinking about how to save my P2! it was when the Lord convicted me, that perhaps, my work was becoming my idol. i repented and it was amazing how God moved. the love of God just flooded me and i was so reluctant to prepare for school. no thought of P2 flashed through my mind at all.
thank God that i was refreshed greatly, with great ideas and a fresh treatment to our docudrama. and i know that it's a long post, but this is what happened to our P2:
1. we did not look through the script thoroughly and rushed into production without properly securing a mind-blowing script
2. we did not storyboard, leading to a lot of scenes left hanging and thus causing no continuity in the story.
3. we overlooked the "docu" part of our "docudrama", thus causing our project to look like an amateur short film.
so, we had to re-do our entire script, keeping the footages but changing the entire treatment of the docudrama. it's hard to explain our new treatment here. but i'm excited! i know that it is all for the glory of His name. i've lost hope and confidence in this project countless of times, gained hope for it, and lost it again. but i'm glad it happened, because this new idea is better than ever and i thank God for it. (:
for we are the circumcision, who worship God in the Spirit, rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh. Philippians 3:3
i had an awesome time with the Lord this morning. sometimes i tend to forget to lock myself up in the secret place and dwell under the shadow of the almighty. indeed, better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere.